Friday, 23 February 2018

Christ in the Wilderness

Faith Through Art

Guildford Cathedral is hosting a series of Lent Talks entitled 'Faith Through Art'.   We’re taking the opportunity to engage with and respond to paintings, sculptures, icons and poetry which has been inspired by the Gospel narrative. In doing so perhaps see those texts and our lives afresh.  

Stanley Spencer

Our first talk begins with this man: Stanley Spencer. 


Self-portrait (1939)

Keith Bell writes that the  Wilderness paintings show Spencer seeking to re-establish, through Christ, his belief in man’s oneness with the world. Christ is presented as if he were “a pebble” or “both sides of a mountain”; and the form of his body and clothing often merges delicately with the shape of the ground’ [Stanley Spencer, Phaidon: p. 164].

In this series Christ is led into the wilderness - but rather than focusing on the temptations, we see his power and identity revealed in a series of portraits which weave together episodes from his ministry.  It’s an earthy series of images: full of rocks, wild beasts and the tenderness of Christ abiding with them; and attending to God.

Made flesh

This Christ is corpulent: this really is word ‘made flesh’ dwelling among us.

He’s alone - yet with us
He’s confronting the stark reality of the wilderness.
In solitude he’s deeply attentive to his heavenly Father.
He at ease with the richness of creation. 

As Stanley looked at the panels in the ceiling of Cookham church, he told his niece that he wished to fill them, saying: ‘I suddenly seemed to tumble to the idea of trying to do the life of Christ in the Wilderness. I felt because you have not anything much in the actual life in the wilderness except temptation, that one has an excuse for imagining what his life might have been like’ [archive material cited by Stephen Cottrell in Christ in the Wilderness, SPCK:2012, pp. 7-8]. 

He rather delightfully describes Christ giving particular aspects of creation a ‘once over’.

Spencer continues: ‘It seemed very peaceful and it seemed a thing that, humanely, one would wish to do before entering some big life mission’.  Into this season of ‘dwelling’ in the Wilderness, he inserts Jesus’ sayings; words which demonstrate not only an appreciation of nature; but which open up for us an understanding of his identity and ours; of God’s nature and our response. 



Wilderness

This series  was produced during Spencer's own personal wilderness: he’s separated from his wife, Hilda; involved with another woman; facing the unsaleability of some paintings and the negative impact on his reputation because of the response to his more erotic work. At a national level too, he was living amidst the upheaval of the Second World War. 

Like him, we live with a tension of the delight in creation and the dereliction of physiological as well as actual wilderness. Spencer finds himself continually drawn back to Christ as a subject of his work. 

In writings from the Tate Archive, he says: ‘In Christ, God beholds his creation, and this time has a mysterious occasion to associate himself with it. In this visitation, he contemplates the many familiar humble objects and places: the declivities, holes, pit-banks, boulders, rocks, hills, fields, ditches and so on. The thought of Christ considering all these seems to me to fulfil and consummate the life-wishes and meaning of all these things’ [from Pople Stanley Spencer p. 399 as quoted by Stephen Cottrell in Christ in the Wilderness, SPCK:2012, p. 13].

His words resonate with the psalmist: let everything that has breath, praise the Lord! (psalm 150:6); or Isiah's vision that the trees on of the field shall clap their hands (Isiah 55:12). 

Spencer enables us to see this season of wilderness not only as a time of preparation for Jesus ministry but also as a foreshadowing of what he accomplishes. In him God is reconciling the world to Godself; in him, we and call creation are blessed in order to be a blessing. That is our calling - to be renewed in our relationship with God. A relationship marked with awe and wonder, tenderness and care. 

In the wilderness Christ comes to a deeper understanding of how he is as God’s beloved Son; and he commits himself to use that power not to coerce or manipulate or dazzle us. Instead he chooses to love. And we too are invited into this deep, prayerful attention to God; not removing  ourselves from the messy sometimes brutal complexity of the world (the inner as well as outer preoccupations); but nor do we deny ourselves true delight in the beauty and abundance, fragility and resilience of creation.

Eagles (1943)



Dark side of natural world: the cycle of cruelty, violence and death; the life cycle isn’t cosy or comfortable; and that’s magnified with our own complicity in it.

It’s a reality that scripture recognises: from Isaiah’s vision for the sheep and the lion cub to lie down together to Paul’s expression of creation groaning in longing for liberty in Romans.

We might want to avert our eyes in the face of the kill.

Vultures, Jesus says, will gather by the corpse.

In this image Christ lies alongside this bloody, scavenging and survival.

He both confronts the horror and looks beyond it. 

The Hen (1954)



But Jesus Christ also lies alongside a mother hen - tenderly gathering her chickens; brooding over them. 

The rhythm of life here is one of protection, comfort, safely and embrace.

Yet embrace itself is a complex: there’s a certain amount of risk and vulnerability involved.

Open our arms; waiting; risking coolness of rejection or anticipating the warmth of another; and we are enfolded together. But for an embrace to be an embrace, we have to loosen our grip, let go and more apart. 

We will sing the psalmists words in compline a little later: hide me under the shadow of your wing. 

With God there is a place of refuge even in wilderness; but we are sheltered in order that we might spread our own wings. 

As a hen gathers, so God in Christ draws us back into this circle of love, this rhythm of life. It’s all embracing 

Consider the Lilies (1939)




This has to be one of my favourite images of Jesus: this is an image of life in abundance. 

It is rich and earthy, fingers of this rotund Christ are plunged into soil; eyes fixed not on exotic, perfumed lilies but the ordinary daisy - frustrating those who like neat lawns and delighting children and adults alike as we make chains. 

Here is the creator rejoicing in creation - not in cosmic grandeur but in intricate beauty.  

Spencer was inspired by a child crawling on the grass. He said of this auspicious moment that it gave ‘a sense of the Creator brooding over his creation, and the analogy between what a baby might do and what God might do is near in its feeling’ [archive material cited by Stephen Cottrell in Christ in the Wilderness, SPCK:2012, p. 50].

It is full of playful wonder and curiosity: utter attention - the sustained loving gaze with which God looks on us.

The Scorpion (1939)



God the loving creator chooses to dwell with us without compromise. 

A scorpion seen as an aggressor with a wounding sting or fatal  venom.

If a child asks for an egg, says Jesus, who would give a scorpion?

Yet this creature is held by God: in the hands of Jesus it is met with a tender and loving gaze; it is not crushed or destroyed. 

And as we approach Holy Week we become acutely aware that this Jesus will indeed destroy the sting of death. 

Foxes have Holes (1939)



Foxes are very keen to sunbath and make themselves at home on the cathedral close; yet here they are in what Spence calls ‘a sort of “placeless” place… you are in a sort of nowhere and nowhere is not home, and this a double home - one for  the foxes and one for Christ - brings about a homely feeling that I want without altering anything else in Nature’ [archival material cited by Stephen Cottrell in Christ in the Wilderness, SPCK:2012, p. 69].

In the Gospels Jesus talks about having no where to lay his head - unlike the birds of the air or foxes in their den.

In this image Jesus abides with us; at home in this world. And yet there’s a restlessness. Jesus doesn’t come to the wilderness to escape but to deepen his understanding of his call as God’s Son. 

The way of reconciliation will walking the way of suffering; He will be lifted up on a cross to draw the whole world to Godself; perhaps we glimpse that in his posture in this image. Arms opened wide for us.

Driven by the Spirit into the Wilderness (1943)



Driven.

There's power and energy in this image in the landscape: stoney ground with hills and trees; greys and greens infused with light.

And Jesus Christ is striding into the frame: fearless determination; his feet firmly placed, his weight pushing forward; his arms outstretched; his hands  firmly grasping the branches. 

The Gospels describe the way in which Jesus is driven into the wilderness by the Spirit: the same Spirt which descended at his baptism to assure of his identity as God’s beloved Son is now compelling him into the wilderness. 

His human vulnerability before the unpredictable expanse of creation; vulnerability of God with us in all its strange beauty.

There is space and struggle.

Here in the desert, Jesus commitments himself to loving the world. Tempted as we are, yet without that fracturing of relationship, or selfish desire, we call sin.   In the weakness of our flesh, God loves in a way that it so real it hurts; so real it saves.

The tempter's questions, prompts and offers to Jesus are lens through which we see the power of love.  In the human frailty of hunger, Jesus faces the relentless psychological nagging 'if you are the Son of God do x or y.'

Satisfy your hunger: no, says Jesus, for we are sustained not by bread alone. No, I will not love the world simply by satiating physical desires or colluding with greed.  This love gets to the heart  of what is real - what sustains us; what choices do we make?

Accept earthly power: no, says Jesus, seizing glory and authority in that way is not God's way of loving. Love that dominates, coerces and bullies isn’t real.  He’s driven here by the Spirit to confirm that commitment to love that waits with us; reshaping fear and grief into hope and joy.

Perform a stunt: no, says Jesus, I won't take a short cut. I won't put God to the test. Real love doesn't change human hearts by performing dramatic feats of reckless showmanship. Such love is superficial and fleeting: it doesn't forgive or heal; it doesn't challenge or embrace. That’s not the love of Christ in the wilderness. 

As the final lines of Malcolm Guite’s poem “Stones into Bread” [Canterbury Press, 2014: p. 9] expresses it:

He lives for all from one sustaining Word,
His love still breaks and pierces like a knife
The stoney ground of hearts that never shared.
God gives through him what Satan never could;
The broken bread that is our only food.


He Departed into a Mountain to Pray (1939)



I have vivid memories  of my dad kneeling to pray at the bedside each night. 

Here Jesus adopts a similar pose.

But he's kneeling on the earth; resting his arms on the mountain top; eyes raised; hands pointing beyond.

A posture of petition; attention; orientation; encounter.

The wilderness is a place where we will be unsettled and even surprised.

It’s an invitation to be still: to be open hearted.

We might cry out with questions, frustrations and hurts; raging against the night.

We might whisper the deepest longings; or hear our name breathed by God’s Spirit, calling. Softly.

We might get distracted by the noise around us; the aches of our bodies; the list of things to do.

We might recite the familiar prayer of our hearts, unthinkingly yet faithfully.

We might be at a loss for words; voiceless; speechless; bewildered, waiting.

We might close our eyes or open them wide; fall to our knees or stretch out our hands.

We might repeat one word, one phrase of a psalm; hearing our emotion morph into prayer.

In his book Say it to God, Luigi Gioia writes: 'prayer is always already there, already going on in our heart, wherever we are, whatever we do, whatever our feelings’ (Bloomsbury, 2017: p. 1).

It’s like breathing: keep it simple; keep it honest. 

There we might find God; and find ourselves.

Rising from Sleep in the Morning (1940)



Say it to God. 

It’s not just about words.

It’s about deep attention: to what’s going on within and without.

It’s about all that we are: the past which forms us; from an unremembered infancy to the most recent interaction; the inescapable weaving together of memories; of heartbreak, contentment and delight. The people, the stories; the things that make us laugh and the raw nerves which zing with emotional energy when touched. 

It's about a future yet to unfold: with anticipation of of a good night’s rest; the unfinished tasks we carry into tomorrow; the plans for next week, the diary months ahead. And the bigger dreams and hopes; the things we know we aspire to; and the unexpected gifts of opportunity and encounter. And the fears too. The uncertainty, that our mind cannot fathom; that planning cannot control.

Our past and our futures; the personal and the political; the choices we made and decisions we confront. 

It’s about the moment of breathing in the present; the here and now.

For here we are. Alone with our thoughts; our sighs; our wilderness.

For here we are. Together before God in fellowship; strangers and friends.

And one of the most striking things about this image: is the was Jesus Christ models both a deep attention to past, present and future - and he boldly, instinctively holds and directs it - to his heavenly Father. 

It’s a radical orientation at the beginning of a day. It’s posture which is utterly rooted in the shell craters of our world - in solidarity with our messy, complex, fragile, creative humanity. It’s a posture which is also utterly rooted in God - a beloved Son reaching upwards in perfect love and complete trust. 

In his ministry Jesus walks his land: pausing to eat with some and meeting others on the road; being rejected in his home town and begged to stay by a foreigner. Bringing good news every step of the way - with challenge, encouragement, blessing, forgiveness, healing and peace. 

All that movement comes from these repeated moments of intense focus; of profound intimacy. We are invited to share in this pattern of a prayerful life - aligning our wills with God’s; breath by breath; living lightly and intensely moment by moment.  It’s challenging and life giving. And even when we stumble and fall, as we surely will, God’s Spirit still cries within us. 

But the fruit of this life is that we we might blossom like flowers in the wilderness, for thinking of this painting, Spencer himself said: ‘I think I was, perhaps thinking of a flower opening' [archive material cited  by Stephen Cottrell in Christ in the Wilderness, SPCK:2012, p. 33].

The very last words before we pray belong to him too, reminding of of how he sees Jesus Christ living out God’s delight in creation: ‘ Christ like to feel the fact that he was a man and that he might do a lot of the normal things that a human might do, such as going to bed and getting up in the morning: that it would be a very wonderful experience - that it would be, so to speak, the first getting up of a human being  - almost like a rehearsal of the act - that the joy would consist in the waking and the awareness of his great lover ‘God’  [archive material cited  by Stephen Cottrell in Christ in the Wilderness, SPCK:2012, p. 33].





©  Julie Gittoes 2018

Thursday, 22 February 2018

Connecting People

This is the text of a short address given at St Catherine's, Bramley. The chosen reading was Mark 14: 22-26. This term's sermon series is based on famous advertising slogans - and last night I was preaching on Connecting People. To be honest, I couldn't readily recall which company used it - so after a quick search online I came to the Nokia website. The first thing that came to mind was Nokia's seminal ringtone. 

So that's where the sermon began: by playing the ringtone

Nokia’s ringtone is, quite possibly, the most well-known and frequently heard melody across cultural boundaries. 



First used in an advert in 1992, and installed on the Nokia 2110 two years later, this short refrain from the Grande Valse by Fracisco Tárrega is played an estimated 20,000 times a second.  

One tech blogger wrote that it ‘continues to signify much more than an incoming call’.

The music was chosen because it was originally played on an acoustic guitar. It offered a more human feel than the themes often associated with technology adverts. It embodied the Nokia motto Connecting People.




More than 20 years later, that slogan remains in use: Nokia - still connecting people.

Nokia have been through turbulent times. Out-designed by Samsung and Apple, they stopped making mobile phones to focus instead on servicing and infrastructure.  

As the world becomes ever more connected - across multiple devices and different media - the Nokia jingle sums up our digital age. If it beeps, it’s connected... we’re connected. 



In order to continue Connecting People, Nokia is reviving its brand - renowned for its simplicity, quality, reliability and ease of use. It’s investing in extending battery life; keeping data costs down; engaging in social media, reaching beyond the familiar platforms of Twitter and Instagram to RenRen and Sina Weibo in China.

Connecting people: enabling them and us to capture experiences, exchange ideas and share images; connecting the unconnected. In the words of, its own website: ‘Nokia is shaping the technologies at the heart of our connected world, to transform human experience’; and ‘we create the technology to connect the world in a responsible way. Together’.


There are echoes of the values of God’s Kingdom in some elements of Nokia’s vision for connection: solving global social and economic challenges; empowering individuals; increasing efficiency and productivity; and creating shared value. The connection business is about sustainable technology, sustainable growth and contributing to the United Nations Goal on sustainable development.

Connecting in this way is undoubtedly invaluable: whether that means shaping enterprise culture, healthcare and banking in Uganda; or the conversations, research, entertainment and convenience that we enjoy. Mobile communication is also fraught with risk from social media trolls and pressure around body image to grooming and sexual exploitation.  

Connecting people: is it more than this?

Connection in a digital world is more than an exchange of data, the number of likes we get on Facebook or vanishing images on SnapChat.  Paradoxically, mobile devices and social media helps us overcome a sense of isolation whilst also increasing loneliness. 


Connecting people: it’s about chatting over a mug of hot chocolate; sitting down together at long tables for this evening’s meal; breaking a bar of chocolate in two to share it; passing popcorn along the row at the cinema. There is comfort in food that is shared; connection in spending time together. 

As my culinary hero Nigel Slater puts it: ‘it is impossible not to love someone who makes toast for you… once the warm, salty butter has hit your tongue, you are smitten’.

Connecting people: that is what Jesus was doing in his entire ministry: in his life, death and risen life. Drawing people back into community; exploring with them big questions of suffering, wealth, failure, forgiveness, relationships and faith; connecting them to their purpose in life. Connecting them, and us, to God; the one in whom all our longings, hopes and fears are met.  

And Jesus does that, in part, by eating with them. 

Regularly. 

At weddings and on hillsides; with the powerful and the vulnerable. 



Even on the night before he died… 

… He had supper with his friends. 

He took, blessed and gave thanks; he broke, poured out and gave. 

Ordinary stuff. 

Bread and wine. 

To bring us into communion. 

Every time we break bread we remember; we connect; we become members of a body; more than the sum of our parts.  Each time we share communion we are connecting people; and we become people who make connections.  How we take time eating together can be a sign of God’s Kingdom. Connecting people: in kindness, generosity and friendship. 




©  Julie Gittoes 2018

Sunday, 11 February 2018

Transfigured...

The text of a sermon preached at Guildford Cathedral at the Eucharist 11th February. Having seen the film Three Billboards outside Ebbing, Missouri I couldn't get the character of Mildred and her community out of my mind. A film that leaves you reeling yet also asking deeper questions about grief, guilt, blame and the possibility of redemption. 

So as I thought about today's pre-Lenten focus on transfiguration, I was drawn to those small signs of hope and the promise of forgiveness; the things which press upon us, within and without; the way in which we can all reach out for grace. 

I am particularly indebted to my dear friend Brett who re-posting something on Facebook recently in which he articulates precisely that motivation for ministry/life which hold on to the reality of being held in God's loving gaze; where hope remains possible.  The texts were 2 Kings 2:1-12, 2 Corinthians 4:3-6 and Mark 9:2-9 


He was transfigured before them.

To be transfigured means to be changed. We glimpse it, perhaps, in a smile; in that spontaneous, unselfconscious moment when familiar features become more beautiful. 

A face is transfigured, revealing inner joy or tenderness or amusement. It’s radiant.

And perhaps such a smile is most welcome in response to good news; an expression of relief. 

Most unexpected in the midst of grief when you remember a seemingly trivial or hilarious moment. 

Most reassuring when you don’t know what the future holds; when circumstances are bewildering. When a smile says, you’re not alone; you’re beloved.


Sister-selfie... holiday smiles!

Transfiguration: a moment when our hearts desire is met; when our identity is made known; when the reassurance we need it expressed. It's something true and longed for; something real yet ungraspable.

Today, on the cusp of Lent, we are caught up in the moment of our Lord’s transfiguration. As we turn towards a season of preparation and penitence we share with the disciples this vision which points us to who Jesus is. God’s Son. The Beloved. 

He was transfigured before them. 

The Oscar nominated film Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri seems to convey more disfigurement than transfiguration; but perhaps it conveys the urgency of the Gospel itself. In the midst of intolerable grief, the grace we need comes from one who is God with us. For humanity alone cannot save or heal.

Will Gompertz describes Mildred Hayes, as ‘a furious, intelligent, grieving, middle-aged mother with the nihilistic courage of someone for whom consequences are inconsequential.  She's numb on the outside and dead within’.



The circumstances of her daughter’s death, elicits sympathy; yet her own actions test compassion and understanding to the limit.  

The setting of a small town in southern America, magnifies prejudice, indifference and grief. It’s provocative and deeply uncomfortable; life is raw and the humour has a jagged edge. Every time this complex narrative turns towards a moment of redemption or hope, we are spun back into a vortex of pain. 

Yet we listen for echoes of love to drive out the rage.

Those three billboards cry out, why? Why such pain? Why no answer? Why?

Three billboards mirroring the cry of three crosses: cries of guilt and sorrow; brokenness and longing; and a God who says, I too take up this cross. Walk with you. Cry with you. Break with you. 



Forgiving; healing; holding.

Loving us to the grave and back.

He was transfigured before them. 

Peter, James and John experience this dazzling light six days after Jesus has told them of his death and resurrection. Six days after Peter has declared that Jesus is the Messiah.

Their expectations about what this meant had been turned upside down. For six days they’d struggled to make sense of Jesus’ words about taking up the cross. What sort of Kingdom was this - of God’s power expressed in human weakness? 

It is in the midst of their own confusion and struggle that they see the radiant glory of God in the familiar face of Jesus.  

The one who is flesh of our flesh embodies the fullness of God’s glory. He is the one who fulfils the law of love given to God’s people through Moses; he is the one who fulfils the message of justice proclaimed by Elijah and the prophets. 

The light is bewildering yet they want to cling on to this moment.  Instead they are told to listen. To listen to the one who is God’s Son, the Beloved. 

Listen.

Listen to the one who calls us.

Listen to the one who has brought healing and restored relationships; who forgives and invites us to follow in his steps. Listen to the one who commands us to take rest and who calls us his brothers and sisters; to the one who says, when storms rage within and without, ‘Peace! Be still!’.

He was transfigured before them. 

Transfigured before us in order that we might glimpse the majesty of God’s Son before he suffered death. But today’s collect continues as we pray for grace to perceive that glory - in order that we might be strengthened in our suffering; in order that we too might be changed. Changed into his likeness. 

Walking this journey of faith and working out our calling in the complexity of our lives can be hard. There are moments when we like Elisha when we fear the loss of one who’s been a mentor, inspiration and friend. He does not want to leave Elijah’s side. He walks with his master until he his taken up to heaven.  

How often, for us, does grief and letting go feel like the controllable force of a whirlwind; the chasm of death disruptive as a chariot of fire. We feel torn in two; and yet the promise of God’s Spirit is our legacy and our strength; the power which transfigures our sorrows into a capacity to be with others; for our lives to bear the fruit that God wills.

He was transfigured before them. 


Icon of the Transfiguration: Alexander Ainetdinov

He was transfigured in the midst of all that dazzles, terrifies and overshadows. Then we, like the disciples, know the nearness of Jesus. Jesus alone. The beloved Son of God. We are to listen to him in the painful and the joyous; in the mundane and the fulfilling we are to reflect something of the light of God.

Paul knew how easily the light of the good news could be masked - or veiled - by our human attraction to wealth or status; or by the bruising effects of those forces beyond our control. And yet, he still boldly proclaims: that ‘it is the God who said, “Let light shine our of darkness”, who has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ’.

The truth of that light transfigures our world. 

This world of finite resources, of rising inequality and political difference can be infused with light.

When we affirm the dignity and worth of others; when we consume less and seek what is just; allow God’s love to bend our wills towards goodness. It is to look on others with a loving gaze which not only transfigures our human faces but which also reflects the gaze of God.

A dear friend and wise priest expressed the call to discipleship and ministry as springing from the conviction that: each human being is the product and object of an infinite loving regard in which they are held. That forgiveness is an ever present possibility. That grace is imbued as a possibility in every passing second. 

Life is transfigured through God’s Spirit at work in us when we love. When that love is expressed in words and deeds; in our silence and being present with others.

The truth of that light transfigures us.

Even when life is disfigured as dark clouds gather, overshadowing us; when anxiety, fear or pain leaves paralyses us; when adrenaline surges and our breathing quickens; when depression and grief leave us alone with our thoughts, our unanswered questions and our hidden battles.

Even then it is transfigured: when we take courage in our weakness, we find new strength.  When we are brave enough to speak; and brave enough to listen. When we are alone with Jesus, God with us. 

He is transfigured before us: when we open our hands.

When we reach out to take bread, a body broken for us; when we taste wine, blood shed for us; when we receive a blessing, love holding on to us.

May we who are partakers at his table, reflect his life in word and deed, that all the world may know his power to change and save.


©  Julie Gittoes 2018